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GPS

When I was younger, whenever we traveled my father never asked for directions. He used positions of the sun to determine which way to go. I always found that fascinating. If we ever got turned around he didn’t like asking for help. He was fond on using a map. He taught me to always pay attention to my surroundings and use buildings as a landmark. He was always used as the point of contact for others to get directions. It didn’t matter where they were in the country, he could always get them back on the correct path. I remember one particular time a friend was turned around in another state. When my dad was on the phone with him he asked what side of the car was the sun on? When he answered him, he told him he was going in the wrong direction. Lol! We laughed about that for years. He was amazing at many things, but one thing for sure, if you were ever lost you could call him to get you back on path.

Everyone has access to a GPS on their phones or in their cars. Any place you need to go, all you have to do is put it in the system. GPS stands for Global Positioning System, and it lets you know where you are and shows you how to get to anywhere on Earth. But sometimes it can take you to the wrong destination. This usually happens when their is a weak signal, or some obstruction blocking the line of sight to the GPS satellites. I don’t know what others do, but I don’t have a problem asking for help. Who has time being lost in the woods or stranded on a deserted road? Not me! I will not be the sacrificial black girl in a horror scenario. Lol!

Just like my dad, sometimes when we feel lost we don’t like asking for help. We try to figure things out on our own. You are not alone. God knew you were going to have this problem before the problem came. He already had a solution for you. Why not use His GPS system? God’s Positioning System (GPS) is guiding us continuously. He will guide our every step. Guess what? He never gets tired! He will not leave you stranded. When we get to know Him and trust Him, he will guide us.

Last month my husband and I went to a birthday party in Atlanta, GA. Before we left our friend told him that when you put their address in the GPS it will take you to a different house. He went on to explain to him how to get there. However, when we made it sure enough the GPS took us to the wrong house. I asked my husband why don’t you call and ask him how to get to his house? He was certain he could figure it out. Well sure enough we drove around, when he finally called we were just one block away. All I could do was shake my head and laugh. The men in my life are so stubborn. Lol! My laughing was short lived though because I immediately felt convicted. I do the same thing but with God. I know I should rely on Him with everything. But, sometimes I still try to figure it out without consulting with Him or trusting Him. I had to repent. God was right there to forgive me.

Listen, God already knew the mistakes we were going to make and all the obstacles the adversary was going to throw at us. He had a solution for that, His name is Jesus! Through his blood we are forgiven. We get to repent and keep going. There is nothing too hard for God to fix. How can He fix it if we don’t give it to Him? The mechanic can’t fix your car if you don’t take it to them, right? I am asking you, to please trust Him with whatever you’re going through. I promise you, He already has an answer.

Proverbs 16:9 A man’s heart deviseth his way: but the Lord directeth his steps.

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Raisin to a Grape

I’m not going to lie, the past few months, no, years I have been feeling all but motivated. I’ve forgotten how to dream. I guess you can say that I have been on auto pilot. The dreams I once had have gone from a grape to a raisin.

Today, I read that you can make shriveled raisins plump again. However, it’s not the same thing as turning them back into grapes. The process of making a raisin changes the fruit at a molecular level. But, when a raisin was placed in a bowl of water overnight it became an antioxidant grape!

This actually helped me to see things differently. God did not create me to dry up. No, he made me, and you, in His image. We allow past hurts or current struggles get in the way of believing in anything. So we get stuck in our pain. It becomes hard to think clearly.

You see, the process of having faith and believing in God and His son Jesus Christ, changes the molecular level of our spirit. You will be renewed and full of life. This life was never promised to be perfect. You will go through hard times that tests you on your deepest level. But, God has already prepared you for this. Trust Him.

I had been trying to figure out the next steps in my life. One morning, I just asked God to open a door of opportunity for me. Out of a regular conversation with my husband an idea for a business came to me. I stepped out on faith and went for it. God has been blessing my steps along the way. It is amazing how He works!

God is preparing you for Himself. Step out on faith and trust His plan.

Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.”

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Dancing in the Rain

On May 20, 2020 another storm came through. My nephew was shot and died the following day. I keep thinking about the day he was born. On November 8, 1999, exactly 2 weeks after my birthday, I held my sister’s hand as she pushed him into this world. Other than my own children, I had never witnessed a baby being born. Image of his little baby face will forever be with me. Now, here we are burying him. This is just so unbelievable. Burying my dad was unbearable, and now here we are 6 years later burying my nephew who was named after him.

One thing is for sure. We can’t stop storms. If one is predicted then we are better prepared because we expected it. Then, there are those that come out of nowhere. Almost like a pop quiz, a quick test on that you’ve been studying. Here’s the thing, I’ve been feeling like I’m just sitting and watching the destruction happen. Chaos all around with no signs of peace. Another piece of my heart has been cut out of my chest.

I have been reminded that I am not sitting in this pain alone. Storms refine our faith. God will use our storms to grow our faith. So, I’ve decided to dance in the rain while I wait for the storm to pass.

2 Corinthians 1:3-4 “Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.”

Amen.

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Perspective

At the beginning of this year I, as many of us do, had this great plan of doing things differently. I mean, it’s the year 2020, and I am suppose to see things clearly, right? Well, maybe I am not too far off. It’s all about your perspective.

In January I had all the plans of what I wanted to accomplish this year: blog at least twice a month, declutter my house, spring clean, start grad school, help my grandson with his school work, pray and fast more for my husband and children, and step up my fitness routine. That all sounds great, right?

Since January, my mom was diagnosed with cancer. Her surgery was set for the day after her 70th birthday. I tested positive for the flu the day before and was not able to go back with her before and after her surgery. The lumpectomy was successful, thank you Jesus, and she is going through radiation right now. Shortly after her surgery, we were hit with a pandemic. Schools shut down, and people were forced to work from home. I was feeling overwhelmed. Cooking 3 meals a day, homeschooling my grandboys, trying to keep my house disinfected, and staying on top of my coursework. I felt like my mental state was deteriorating.

During this time, we have been able to spend quality time together. We got some decluttering done, my grandchildren are healthy and safe and received some one on one instruction from me, finished my course with an A, and I have been able to exercise with my husband.

God will answer our prayers in His own way. It may not be the way you expected, but it is the way He wants you to have it. It’s all about our perspective.

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Reflection

Last day of the decade. Wow! A lot has happened, a lot has been lost. But a whole lot more gained.

The word “reflection” can be looked at with different meaning. We may reflect or give serious thought or consideration on something. People, during this time, reflect on the past year. How they did things or what they wish or plan to do differently. We look forward to the new year with hope, and new aspirations. We make resolutions and plans on how we are going to change certain areas of our lives.

“Reflection” also means the throwing back by a body or surface of light. It is just simply amazing how God created everything. Moonlight is the reflection of the sun off the moon’s surface. I started thinking about mankind. Are we truly being a reflection of God? Are we allowing His light to reflect off of us?…….Now that’s a plan to focus on during this next decade.

The definition of reflection that is on my mind is the image seen in a mirror or shiny surface. When I was younger I used to pray for 3 things. I wanted to be light skinned, have long hair, and the ability to sing. I can’t remember the number of times I prayed that prayer. But now I see God’s beauty in all skin tones. I am appreciating my tight coily hair. Although I have the ability to sing, let’s just say I will not be leading any songs let alone be invited to join anyone’s choir.

The important thing is, I believe we all need to focus on our image. I don’t mean develop a spirit of vanity. I mean when we start judging ourselves, pointing out our faults, looking at our inabilities, etc., we need to remember that the image we see looking back at us was created out of love. We were created for His glory and out of Their likeness.

While we are being down on ourselves or questioning our existence, just remember God says that the reflection that looks back at us is His!

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Finding Life After Death (Pt.2)

A couple of months before our 2nd grandson was born, we received a frantic call from our son’s girlfriend. Someone called her and said our son was so high and out of it that he was standing on the balcony of the 3rd floor of a hotel in his underwear. They were able to get him down before he jumped. She and her friend picked him up and drove him to our house which was about an hour away. When he woke the next morning, he had no recollection of the previous night. He didn’t know he was home and was trying to figure out just how he had gotten there. This child has such a calling on his life that is so strong that God has delivered him from 3 near death experiences.

Someone may ask, well, why don’t you try rehab? We have. He walked away each time. But, I can tell you this, he is definitely covered in prayer. God keeps showing all of us, especially him, that He has him covered.

One evening, our middle child called. He was explaining to me that he had gotten pulled over by the police in a small town. The officer found some weed in his car, which he says was a friend’s whom he had let borrow his car the day before. While he was explaining the trouble he was in, another call was buzzing on my line. It was our youngest son. He and his girlfriend had gotten pulled over for a tail light. When they ran his license, he had a warrant for unpaid fines. The officer was arresting him. I hung up feeling so mentally exhausted. All I could do was ask God for help. You know what? He heard my cry. He delivered both boys from those situations.

My life has truly been a rollercoaster ride. Of course I hoped my life would be different at this stage. I thought I would be enjoying my husband more. I thought we would finally have a chance to travel, explore, be adventurous, and just enjoy being together.

I have been on the search for happiness and peace for a long time. The definition of happy is feeling or showing pleasure or contentment. By that definition, I can honestly say that I have been the complete opposite. Just going through the motions. Praying for peace and happiness to fall upon me.

My happiness has been interrupted for far too long. I have been allowing the devil to win while I sit along the sidelines and watch. I’m tired of my family being the underdogs. It’s time for a new play.

Put me in coach………..